Memories stays

When time passed,only memories and feeling stays.
I thought I can overcome well and strong,
Yet now I know I'm as weak as before.
When memories floods,
I feel that it's crying.
I never know habit and relying are terrible,
until everything come in a sudden.
I thought the feeling fades,
Yet now I know it's just buried deep in the heart.
The darker the night, the nearer the dawn.
So, when is the dawn which I yearn for?

p/s:as promised. The first post in english..